Sunday, June 13, 2010

To Eat Or Not To Eat.

In middle school, it was something that teachers just warned us about. The we move on to high school. For me it finally became reality.  You started hearing bout it everywhere. Whispering in the hallways, rumors? Or the truth?! I never really thought about you. You never really do, just oh that whore? W.E. Who cares right? It's not like she's my Friends or anything. Right?  Then Your whole world is turned upside uʍop. Who would have ever thought? Someone that I LOVE, that I care for. Would do something so harmful to themselves? The Whores are suppose to be the ones doing that! Not my BEST friend. But ..... Love, that's what started it. Someone broke her heart. Leaving her broken. Making her feel like, she was not good enough?! So what did she do, she starved herself! AND I NEVER EVEN NOTICED! I never even knew, then finally she told me. That was a year ago now. And now she eats then throws it back up. AND I STILL KNOW! What am I suppose to do? Take away the one thing that she feels, she has control over? She doesn't want the help, she doesn't want to give it up. But it's that just as bad?! Aren't I the bad person, a bad friend! For letting her handle this by herself?

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