To Eat Or Not To Eat.

In middle school, it was something that teachers just warned us about. The we move on to high school. For me it finally became reality.  You started hearing bout it everywhere. Whispering in the hallways, rumors? Or the truth?! I never really thought about you. You never really do, just oh that whore? W.E. Who cares right? It's not like she's my Friends or anything. Right?  Then Your whole world is turned upside uʍop. Who would have ever thought? Someone that I LOVE, that I care for. Would do something so harmful to themselves? The Whores are suppose to be the ones doing that! Not my BEST friend. But ..... Love, that's what started it. Someone broke her heart. Leaving her broken. Making her feel like, she was not good enough?! So what did she do, she starved herself! AND I NEVER EVEN NOTICED! I never even knew, then finally she told me. That was a year ago now. And now she eats then throws it back up. AND I STILL KNOW! What am I suppose to do? Take away the one thing that she feels, she has control over? She doesn't want the help, she doesn't want to give it up. But it's that just as bad?! Aren't I the bad person, a bad friend! For letting her handle this by herself?

Love, Sex, Love, Sex

Love, the one thing that, no one really agrees on the meaning. The one things that Teens, seem the think has everything to do with SEX! Well, ok I have to admit that it does in ways. But shouldn't Love come first? Not Sex then Love? This, thing of Teens thinking that, magically if you have sex with a guy he'll love you! OMG! I just want to yell! He can't love you because of sex. That's not loving you! That's loving what you can do. So I then come to the conclusion, that I myself will not have sex until I know 100% that we are both in love!

Then my boyfriend shared his views with me.... he himself has never been in love. If he admits it or not I think the idea of love scares him. The fact of letting someone in that can easily just leave. (NOT THAT I EVER WOULD LEAVE HIM! > Believes that sex, show commitment. And that since Love is based on Commitment. Why would he truly love someone who can not show their commitment?

Is any of this Right Or Wrong? Who Knows! What's Your Ideas? Comment Below!