Real men Don't cry

You say you'll never cry. 

If tomorrow you were to lose me 

That you'd take it like a man. 

If tomorrow your best friend was no longer, 

You sit there, not spilling a tear, 

You'd have to take it like a man. 

You say you don't care what others think, 

Then how come you listen to their rules? 

They tell you it's not manly 

They tell you to suck it up. 

Real men don't show emotion, 

Real men don't let others in. 

If that is what real men think, 

I don't want one,

If you would stop living by their rules 

You'd see just how much all this is hurting me. 

I want to see your emotions, 

I want to see you care. 

I want to see you MAN up,

I want to see the you, 

The you I know is hiding inside,

If real men are suppose to be strong, 

Strong enough to stop being afraid 

Of what other think 

Of showing people how they they feel. 

But since real men don't cry, 

Guess all will be fine when I'm no longer here. 

TRUST

Your the only one I can trust now with all my deepest thoughts. Everyone else has left and gone and left me out to die, in my own sorrow. They have all betrayed my trust in them, and gone their separate way. But I don't wish for anything to have gone differently, For is it had I would have never found out what they all really were like. I would have never seen that they were never true friends. But you, you I can trust. To bad I know that on day you wont be here. Cause young LOVE, just never seems to last. It always seems to end in time. 

Once Upon A Time

Once Upon A Time, 

There Was Time I Thought You Cared. 

There Was A Time I Thought You Were Never Going To Hurt Me. 

But You Failed, 

You Let Me Down, You Let Me Fall. 

I Was Falling For You Head Over Heels, 

Now I Am Just Lying Flat On The Ground. 

I Have Now Learnt That You Never Intended To Catch Me After All. 

I trusted You With, My Heart. 

And You Just Snapped It In Half. 

Sex. Everyone sits there making a HUGE deal about it and for now reason. OH, your only 16 that's much to young, or a "you don't know what LOVE is" Is that right? You sit there claiming I am mature enough to already know what I want to do for the rest of my life? By law I am old enough to know right from wrong? But I am TOO YOUNG! To Love someone? To young to have sex? Cause really I think that if I am mature enough for all those DECISIONS! I am more then ready to know that I want to make this one. 

To Eat Or Not To Eat.

In middle school, it was something that teachers just warned us about. The we move on to high school. For me it finally became reality.  You started hearing bout it everywhere. Whispering in the hallways, rumors? Or the truth?! I never really thought about you. You never really do, just oh that whore? W.E. Who cares right? It's not like she's my Friends or anything. Right?  Then Your whole world is turned upside uʍop. Who would have ever thought? Someone that I LOVE, that I care for. Would do something so harmful to themselves? The Whores are suppose to be the ones doing that! Not my BEST friend. But ..... Love, that's what started it. Someone broke her heart. Leaving her broken. Making her feel like, she was not good enough?! So what did she do, she starved herself! AND I NEVER EVEN NOTICED! I never even knew, then finally she told me. That was a year ago now. And now she eats then throws it back up. AND I STILL KNOW! What am I suppose to do? Take away the one thing that she feels, she has control over? She doesn't want the help, she doesn't want to give it up. But it's that just as bad?! Aren't I the bad person, a bad friend! For letting her handle this by herself?

Love, Sex, Love, Sex

Love, the one thing that, no one really agrees on the meaning. The one things that Teens, seem the think has everything to do with SEX! Well, ok I have to admit that it does in ways. But shouldn't Love come first? Not Sex then Love? This, thing of Teens thinking that, magically if you have sex with a guy he'll love you! OMG! I just want to yell! He can't love you because of sex. That's not loving you! That's loving what you can do. So I then come to the conclusion, that I myself will not have sex until I know 100% that we are both in love!

Then my boyfriend shared his views with me.... he himself has never been in love. If he admits it or not I think the idea of love scares him. The fact of letting someone in that can easily just leave. (NOT THAT I EVER WOULD LEAVE HIM! > Believes that sex, show commitment. And that since Love is based on Commitment. Why would he truly love someone who can not show their commitment?

Is any of this Right Or Wrong? Who Knows! What's Your Ideas? Comment Below!